"Crisis support"

Finally got some support from the County Crisis team and for the first time in a long time I felt safe and supported- all seemed to be so helpful

Then came the nights!! 2 nights out of 4 no member of staff so no help. Third night the staff member just kept saying -I’m so sorry- and didn’t follow my crisis plan at all

Last night I rang at 4.30am and left a message, again at 6.30am and rang at 7.30am where I waited 40 minutes for someone to answer the phone. No response from the crisis team despite leaving 3 messages in distress.

Now I feel worthless and in pain just like as a child when I shouted for help and there wasn’t any

I give in - feel like never asking for help or expecting help again as it is not worth it